2017, April.19

Odd date to start a new thing. People usually start new task on the starting days of week or initial dates of the month but here I m making exceptions.
before writing  i was so pumped up with ideas and thoughts that were chocking me but soon i open up to the site it all went inside me. Just as always talking and trusting is always difficult for me always! the scare the hell out of me how could i trust some one with all this i m about to tell or even they the are interested in it, dose it worth sharing to them ..and stuff like that . boring it sound but actually it feels like an earth quake inside of you everything is shaking and you are in the pith from where you cant help to save the world but let it the way it is.
Actually i know what to say the bad thing is i dont know to whom i should say and thats the tricky part , and here comes to the first thing we do selection.

1. Selection of people 

well if you ask me on the first place you dont get any chances to select people around you some day your folks feel the urge to lay without protection and you come under construction or may be they are trying hard to start a family and here u are . the point here is you are not choosing any  thing but you got it and seriously u got what u got no one can do anything about this.

but then you start moving out of your sanctuary (home) more often start meeting people and you sit talk play eat start depending on them .. design your life around them and this is where the mess start! 

                    people are stupid ! idiot.    

I cant stop my self from sharing this piece of story!
“The military is mostly filled with people who genuinely desire to do the right thing. More Marines receive the Medal of Honor for jumping on grenades than any other action. It’s a culture where officers eat last and everyone shares their water. These people grew up as boy scouts and girl scouts. The whole reason they volunteered was because they wanted to do the right thing. But the right thing is never clear in war. If you shoot too early, an innocent person gets killed. If you shoot too late, you lose a buddy. So a lot of our injuries are moral ones. Most of us come home feeling like we did something wrong. Or we didn’t give enough. Or that our friends gave too much. My best friend in the Marines was a guy named Ronnie Winchester. He was the nicest guy you can imagine. My 22nd birthday was during our officer training course. None of us had slept. We were all starving. We were only getting one ration per day. But Ronnie wanted to give me a memorable birthday. So he put a candle in his brownie and gave it to me. That’s how nice of a guy he was. Ronnie ended up getting killed in Iraq. And if a guy like Ronnie got killed, you can’t help but wonder why you deserve to be alive. Ronnie was 25 years old when he died. He is always going to be 25 years old. I have a wife and kids now. I get to grow old. But Ronnie Winchester is always going to be 25.”