2017, April.19

Odd date to start a new thing. People usually start new task on the starting days of week or initial dates of the month but here I m making exceptions.
before writing  i was so pumped up with ideas and thoughts that were chocking me but soon i open up to the site it all went inside me. Just as always talking and trusting is always difficult for me always! the scare the hell out of me how could i trust some one with all this i m about to tell or even they the are interested in it, dose it worth sharing to them ..and stuff like that . boring it sound but actually it feels like an earth quake inside of you everything is shaking and you are in the pith from where you cant help to save the world but let it the way it is.
Actually i know what to say the bad thing is i dont know to whom i should say and thats the tricky part , and here comes to the first thing we do selection.

1. Selection of people 

well if you ask me on the first place you dont get any chances to select people around you some day your folks feel the urge to lay without protection and you come under construction or may be they are trying hard to start a family and here u are . the point here is you are not choosing any  thing but you got it and seriously u got what u got no one can do anything about this.

but then you start moving out of your sanctuary (home) more often start meeting people and you sit talk play eat start depending on them .. design your life around them and this is where the mess start! 

                    people are stupid ! idiot.